December 15, 2012

Twenty3

I'm twenty three now, two-three, 23. Being 22 seems only like yesterday and it was hell of a fun year.

I saved so many notes on my old Nokia phone way back in 2007 through 2009, about college and life; things I wanted to remember, happiness, fear, sadness or whatever. And for each of those notes I set up a reminder in 2012 (the year I would be graduating). So almost every day of the year I revisited those notes recollecting what happened, how exactly I felt and whether I was able to connect the dots. And just how much I've changed over the years.

The journey is about the people I always cared about: friends and family. People who understood me, taught me and just had so many things to learn from. So I've just been laid back switching off my brain and engaging with them. I would often get so entrenched in their company that I'm blissfully unaware of what is happening around me. And I had to make a conscious effort to start realizing that I shouldn't get so lost. I think I'm doing much better now.

I am in this deeply-layered story of friends, relations, dreams and thoughts; the same existentialist feeling occupies me- where is this going. But I think I know what's coming: Transition.

Can't wait to revisit this.

14-12-2012

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