May 14, 2011

Empty thoughts: entering psenti sem

As far as I could imagine, I did. I never thought this day would ever come, ever!

Facing it is has been even more difficult and shattering.

The people whom you've spent a large part of the last FOUR YEARS will not be available as sidees, wingies or redi-companions anymore. We would meet, no doubt, but not here. We would crack jokes on one another but not sitting like Greek gods with backs rested against the walls. We would call each other but not by blasting the door or calling out nicknames.

This is something beyond friendship, brotherhood, neighborhood, etc. Name, place, animal, thing; all falling as one giant tear drop: nostalgia.

Is it over? Is it really over? It feels so incomplete.

psenti..
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